Last time.

To: Tough Sayang

This will be the last time i call you sayang...i am still hoping a call, a text, a miss call, a fb chat, a fb msg....am still waiting..i am trying to make you jealous..but u did not even bother...looks like you really given up...i love you sayang...i really hope you love me too...went to abc just now..hoping i can bump into you..is to late to recover alrdy...Sayang eventhough you may not have the hottest body but you have the most awesome heart to love someone not perfect like me...i appreciate it...thank you for all this time... i treasure every moment and time...this is the ending alrdy and i still hope this is just a bad dream...am trying my best to wake up now...I love you...Tough Sayang

Awesome loves you Tough

Ni bu yao wo liao ma?

To : Tough Sayang

wo hen siang ni, wo hen siang pao ni, mei yi tian kan zhi ni the facebook..as if you gonna appear in front of me. ni 2 days mei you msg wo liao...wo zhen de jian tao ren yen ma? wo hen siang kan dao ni. wo bu hui shen zhi ni make me wait alrdy. i can wait..just dont make me wait now. wo zhen de hen sing tong...

Meeting you is a fate,
becoming your friend is my choice,
and falling in love with you is the best ever choice that i will never regret.


where are you? what are you doing? home yet? eaten your dinner yet? i miss you..do you?

Sayang.

To: Tough Sayang

I hope you will see this post before, I really give up. Sayang, I know its been a few days since 4th June 2011, we haven't been talking much. I miss you. I really do. Everyday, everything I see reminds me about you and us. I miss you. I have been busy this few days, trying my best to make my self busy all the time. But every little moment, you pops out in my mind. I miss every little msg you sent to me and you appear in my college. I miss presence. Today I went to UTAR to take my foundation cert, hoping to see or bump into you. I was trying to make my self stay longer so I can see you. Texted you but you are not at school today, I was really disappointed  . Trying to make my self feel less desperate, makes me even more lonely inside. Going for cheer practice twice a week, dance performance, go for group discussion and every single thing just to make my self less lonely. I know I make the moved first, but its because you didn't try to hold me back like you used to. I know deep down inside you, you've given up this relationship or us. I am not complaining, I know your happy doing what you love badminton, swimming, outing, basketball. I am glad you had fun. I know this gonna be a very long way for me to go, but I do hope I can bump into your life once again, like we did on the UTAR stairs. ' A random stranger giving a polite Hi'. I do hope I can be in your life again. Sayang, its been an Awesome time with you this 10 months. It never had been better for me, even the times we argued but I know we still love each other. I know this feeling I had still from the very beginning should end now, but I already gave you all my love I had. I am trying to find my self back. Even with non of your personality, physically or mentally characteristic did not match what I always said I wanted, but you have been the perfect person for me. I just hope you would really try harder and to understand my sacrifices that I've made for you. I've never been perfect, you won't be perfect either, so I just hope you would understand me and appreciate the sacrifices I made for this relationship. The time and effort I put in I just hope you would treasure it. Sayang, even we have been apart now, I hope you would actually find me back. I know I sound desperate, but I am truly am. I've texted you alot of times, but your replies are dull. You said you would text me when you reach home, you texted saying you 'going to shower', after that you just said you are 'going to bed now..tired'. Wo zen de hen siang gen ni jiang hua sayang, wo zen de hen siang nian ni. Wo men hen jiu mei yo liao tian liao. Wo yo hen duo shi zhing yao gen ni jiang, wo de kai xin shi, nan guo shi, wo de seh siao de shi, wo quan pu dou siang gen ni jiang. Sayang! ni ting de dao ma? Wo hen tong gu, chuo mok ni bu hui lai chao wo..am still waiting.

I just hope you see this soon.